As you look back through your journey, please begin to appreciate the role of your Childish Adult Ego. Since this is the time to become conscious and move forward consciously in life to create your life as you choose it, you can’t forget your old friend, your Childish Adult Ego. Your CAE made it possible for you to survive your trauma dramas, your troublesome relationships, and the trials and tribulations of life when you were not that conscious. No blame here or anywhere, not even directed to your past and your CAE.
As you expand your awareness and grow up consciously, you are in a sense putting your Childish Adult Ego out of a job. So as you are expanding your consciousness and coming to that time of your full awareness, you must honor that amazing aspect of your Self that provided the venues for you to survive all that “stuff”. Although you stuffed the stuff many times, you must honor your personal CAE for taking it all personal, for elevating your blood pressure, for intensifying all the physical and emotional re-actions you experienced. Your CAE was doing his or her job by helping you to survive.
Could it be the time to recognize that without your unconscious Childish Adult Ego, you would not have made it through those challenging times? Again, as you become more aware of who you are and how you create your life, your Childish Adult Ego is no longer wanty-needy to keep you in the survival mode.
Let’s see…how can you honor your CAE? Well… Academy Award Time, Emmy, Best Commercial Break between Trauma Dramas, Best Make-up in a Trauma Drama, Best Leading and even Supportive Roles, excellence in script writing and set design. You set your Self up in the trauma drama. There are so many ways to recognize the roles of your CAE for assisting you to survive. Hooray for your CAE…but now onward to the real phases of life.
Alas, no more. You don’t require to survive anymore. You require to live a healthy life, create your life consciously and move forward each and every day of your life…creating newness. Your life belongs to you as a conscious, sentient being. 
Your CAE grows up! You become the clear conscious creator of your life, minus the trauma dramas, using your energy in much more productive and positive ways. Your life is how you choose it. So choose wisely, participate clearly and enjoy the road you are choosing.